Wednesday, July 1, 2020

Coming Soon Betraying Bexley - First look at Chapter 1




Chapter 1

 

Present day...

Jamie met Ale and his team at the main gate of the base and escorted them in. How Alé had become the group leader, he didn't know. Didn't care either. He accepted the position and found he did all right taking charge of the group—sometimes. The airstrip lowered, and he slowed, taking it easy down the sharp incline—bypassing all the rigmarole of the locks and doors—the fancy shit Asher used for shock and awe. Alé wouldn't say it hadn't been some cool stuff when he first arrived, but now, it took too much time, and, due to the text he received, they were running out of it.

He parked his ’67 Impala beside one of the other vehicles already there and raised the ragtop to protect his interior, while the others got out. They still weren’t a cohesive team, but the more they spent time together, the better they were getting at it. Hell, at least they were all on speaking terms. When Jamie joined them, they crossed to the elevator on the left and waited. The doors opened moments later, and they stepped in.

“We’re going to the C&C level,” Jamie said. “You’re going to be privy to a shit ton of information. Don’t take it for granted.”

The old man was like a father Alé never had. He could be strict and an ass, but he also knew Jamie cared about all of the kids who came through his door at his Gang Intervention Program center. “We won’t.”

“Do you know what this is about?” Iliana glanced up at Jamie.

“Yes. It’s better if we talk about this with your whole team.” The doors opened and they stepped out onto the Command and Communication floor. The soft murmur of conversations along with the flash of images were displayed across several big screens. Every station had a person sitting at it working, while one man, Asher, if Alé had to guess, stood with his back to everyone, watching what played out before him. “We’re here.”

Asher spun. “Finally. Took you five long enough.” He strode toward a glass room to the left of where they stood.

“School happens.” Alé shrugged. “We got here as quick as we could.”

“Some shit doesn’t change.” Asher eyed Alé. “Nice school uniform, tough guy.”

Alé rolled his eyes. He hated it. There were some rules meant to be broken and not being able to do so with his clothing choice, rubbed him wrong. “So, what’s going on?”

“We’re waiting for a few more people.” Asher glanced up at the door. “Ah, there you four are. I was telling the kid, it took them long enough to get here. What’s your excuse?”

“I work at the same school?” Mateo placed his satchel on the floor before he sat at the table. “Plus, I had to wait for Noah, who was at work, here, with you.”

A satisfied smirk crossed Noah’s face. “Mattie hates being late.”

"It's my job," Mateo answered. "I can't do what needs to be done properly if I am late. It also isn't professional."

"You two are awfully quiet." Asher stared at the remaining two people Alé and his team considered bosses. AJ and Scotty.

“We were digging into that case in South America,” AJ said, giving Asher a pointed look while signing for Scotty. “Not like we had to hurry or anything since we were here already.”

“Someone mind telling us why we’re here and not meeting at the school like we’re supposed to?” Eito took a seat across from Mateo. The guy didn’t talk much, but when he did, his voice was startlingly deep and rough.

“Yeah.” Asher stood near the projection screen. “Iliana, we’re going to have to pull you from the mission.”

Alé’s attention snapped to her as she gasped. “Why? I don’t understand. I thought I was doing good.”

“It’s not you, mija,” Jamie said. “There has been an incident.”

"O-kay, what kind." Her confused expression matched those of the team that surrounded her.

“I received a call Saturday, but I couldn’t confirm all of the details until today. It appears Raul has been spotted.” Asher killed the lights and brought up a picture of a small home somewhere near a beach. It was the west coast for sure and, if Alé had to guess, near Escondido. “Raul used the net to track movement and to track families.”

A whimper escaped Iliana. “No.”

“There’s no way you could have known. None of us thought about you or your family.” Asher rubbed the back of his neck. “Your mom and dad have passed.”

“Call it what it is,” Alex said, leaning back in his chair. “The bastard murdered her family.”

“Bella too?” Iliana blinked several times. “Did he find her?”

"No." Asher shook his head. "She is with Enzo. We have them in a safe house, only me and three others know about it. Two of them are here with us."

“Technically, we know, but don’t know-know,” AJ said. “She’s in good hands though. Thomas trusts the agent with them with his life. If he didn’t think they’d be safe, they’d be here with us.”

“Plus, I have dispatched one of my men from another team to the agent as back up as well,” Asher added.

Iliana began to tremble. “So, what happens now?”

"Now, you get an all-expense paid vacation courtesy of the U.S. government. You'll be staying here with all of us. I have a room set up for you, with all of your stuff, in the family wing. There is plenty to do here, including going to the movies, swimming—all that fun stuff. It's not the same as being above ground and out in the world, however, this small sacrifice will be worth it. When this is over, you will be reunited with your sister and brother." Asher flipped the lights on. "I'm sorry, Iliana."

“Sorry?” She snorted as she swiped at the tears leaving black streaks on her cheeks from her makeup. “My family is dead because of some puta cartel leader who should have been killed weeks ago.”

“I agree with you,” Asher said. “Don’t let the rage consume you though. It’ll make you do something stupid. I don’t think your sister or Brother could handle your death on top of everything both of you have lost.”

“Yeah, whatever.” She sniffed.

Rage burned through Alé. No one deserved to have their family cut down in such a needless way. He curled his hands into fists. Raul needed to die for the shit he’d done. If it was by Alé’s hand, all the better.

“Take the time, mija. Once Raul is captured you can start over with your remaining family by your side.” Jamie squeezed Iliana shoulder.

Iliana nodded. “Sure.”

“Which brings us to another point of business. Iliana, you will never be replaced on this team. You had a very intracule part with us and we appreciate your service. Unfortunately, that means we’ve had to bring another member onto the team.” Asher opened the door to the room and a girl he hadn’t seen when they arrived, entered.

“Bronx?” Alé tilted his head. “When did you get here?”

She rubbed her arm. “This morning—er—this afternoon I guess, since I’m in a different time zone now. Tex called me while I was having lunch with my dad yesterday. Said I needed to get my ass ready to go. He arranged my plane ticket and transportation here.”

“I knew he’d relay the message,” Jamie said.

Bronx came from East L.A. like Alé and Iliana. She grew up in a chop shop with her Pops and his crew. Where Jacolbi had a biker for a dad, Bronx had a dad who disassembled and reassembled vehicles into new cars, trucks, and SUVs. She on the other hand, at a young age, learned how to clone and forge VINs to keep the cars from coming back stolen. Together Bronx and her father were gear-head millionaires. From what Alé could gather, her father brought someone else in to do the dirty work Bronx wouldn't do anymore. Why she gave up the life, he didn't know. She never talked about it, however, she and her father were still close.

“Good to have you here,” Alé said. “We’ll catch her up when we get back to the apartment.”

“Make sure you do,” Asher said. “With Raul on the run, we might have to push our timelines and make our move with Bex.”

“With a gentle touch,” AJ said at the same time Mateo said it.

Asher held up his hand. “You can only treat her with kid gloves so much. It’s time to sink or swim.”

"Ugh." AJ sighed. "Men. Sometimes you are clueless about women."

“With that, we’re done.” Asher stepped away. “Iliana if you follow me, I’ll show you to your room and then, if you want, I can have Rae show you around the base.”

Jamie went with Asher and Iliana leaving the remainder of the team with Alé in the conference room along with Mateo, Noah, AJ, and Scotty. "We should be getting back too. We'll grab dinner on the way."

“Sure.” Bronx followed them out the same way they came in.

"Remember to check-in when you arrive at the apartment. Jamie should be there within an hour or two. Also, if you see anything suspicious, call it in. We don't need any more sneak attacks," AJ said, stopping them at the elevator. "Bringing Bronx into the fold might be hard in the beginning with Bex. It appears maybe Iliana would have been our best shot, but I know you've got this."

"Thanks, mom," Jacolbi teased.

Since they’d met the small leadership crew who’d be watching their asses, AJ had taken over the wellbeing of the group. She acted like a mom, and perhaps in some weird way, her compassion was what they all needed, even if she was only a couple of years older than them. She was like the Wendy to their lost boys.

“Don’t be such an asshole.” Scotty signed while she translated. “She’s only trying to help all of you.”

“They know.” AJ touched Scotty’s arm after she signed her response. “Right, Jacolbi.”

“Yep. I just like fucking with you is all.” The guy grinned. “Hey, you think Iliana is going to be okay?”

AJ shook her head. “Not sure. Losing one’s parents is a fucked up situation for everyone involved. I hope she finds some peace, but this is her journey now. She has to navigate it and know we’re all here for her.”

Alex and Eito didn’t say much as they waited for the doors to the elevators to open. Out of all of them, they were the quietest. Ale couldn’t put his finger on why, but he wondered if it had to do with their upbringing or if they didn’t speak until they had something prolific to say. When the elevator opened, they all stepped inside.

“We’ll be seeing you.” Alé pressed the button for the garage level then stepped back.

The mood for their little group had sobered the minute Asher explained Iliana's mother and father had been killed. He had a feeling each of them would take five minutes at some point and send up a prayer to Iliana's mom and dad. Then, tomorrow, they'd return to their normal routine, though, with a different member.

Once they stepped off the elevator, they crossed the parking lot to where Alé parked his vehicle. He unlocked the doors for everyone and waited while Jacolbi, Bronx, and Alex got in back and Eito joined him up front. When they were all settled in Alé started the car and backed out of his spot. “So, do you know anything about this case?”

“Yeah, I read up on it on the flight over. Sucks for this girl, right? Father beats her. Two cartels want her and she’s all alone.” Bronx shook her head. “Sounds like a fucked situation to me.”

"You have no idea." He sped along the abandoned airstrip to the guard shack where he turned left onto the small two-lane highway. Even for the time of day, the road was empty. Come to think of it, it seemed any time of the day it was empty.

“There’s The Bitches,” Jacolbi added. “The jocks too.”

“All-Americans is what she calls them,” Alex stated. “They’re dicks.”

“So, she’s bullied as well?” Bronx grumbled. “What the fuck is wrong with people?”

Alé chuckled. “What isn’t wrong with people, is a better question. It’s all in the file.”

“You got me there.” She sighed. “So, what’s our cover? Ashamed to say it, but I think I got more caught up in the nitty-gritty than in easy parts.”

“We’re foster kids,” Jacolbi answered. “Jamie is our foster parent.”

“Uh... That’s working for such a prestigious school, Like Princess Anne High School?” Alé caught a glimpse of her confused expression in the rearview mirror.

“Yep. The principal knows we’re there and why, though the bastard will disavow anything if something should happen,” Alé answered.

“Fantastic,” she quipped. “Anything else?”

"Well, let's just say, seeing Bex and telling you about her are two different things. I hate to say sink or swim here, because it's Asher's go-to term, but your best bet is to read up on our cover then get ready for the action tomorrow. It's intense the first time you witness it." Alé merged onto the freeway, heading in the direction of downtown Virginia Beach.

“You make it seem like this is some kind of science experiment and she’s an alien. Have you guys been watching too many sci-fi movies lately?” Bronx quirked a brow. She had a crazy vibe to her. A mix of hyper and happy. Yet, the compassion in her voice when she talked about Bex endeared her to him.

Alex laughed. “I thought the same after the first incident, however, seeing how shit plays out in the school, well, it gives you a whole new appreciation for your parents and their strictness along with their demand for respect.”

“Ditto,” Eito replied.

“Why am I getting a bad feeling about this?” Bronx mumbled.

“Welcome to the team, Bronx.” Alé chuckled. “Now, who wants Catalina’s for dinner? I’m fucking starving.”

****

Bex touched her brow as she walked down the hall to her next class. The butterfly stitches Iliana used to close up her brow were long gone. The freshly healed mark itched sometimes. The pain was gone though. No one said anything to her after Iliana fixed her up, but then again, they never did except for Mr. Aquino, and honestly, sometimes she wanted him to shut up. It never got any better. Never would either. She was invisible when it came to the people at school and at home. Unless it was her bullies. They paid attention to her. Every day it was something else. Every day it was another opportunity to hurt her.

Until she met Iliana. Since the day in the bathroom, the girl made it a point to check on Bex, even if it was to say hi. It brightened Bex’s day, marginally. It pushed back a millimeter of her sadness. And, she was alive. The small bright spot she saw glowing above her most days while she stared up from the bleak existence of her life, became vivid and attainable. It also disgusted her. Every day she came home and found the bottle of pain pills she was supposed to take for her leg, but never did because pain equaled weakness in her father’s world, staring at her, beckoning her to take them. She’d take them all and go to sleep. But, she never did it. It should have been easy.

No one would miss her.

No one would notice she was gone.

So, why couldn’t she take the plunge?

On one hand, she'd been proud of herself for not giving into the dark abyss her life had become in the last year, on the other, she wanted it to be over. The physical and mental pain she experienced every day took a toll on her. No medication could fix her and if there was, her father forbade it. No doctor in the area would give it to her. Hell, the therapist she'd been seeing because Mr. Aquino helped her, tried to send in a prescription for her and it'd been rejected. It didn't make sense to her.

Then again, nothing made sense anymore.

Bex stepped into her English class, the only one she had with Iliana and frowned. Iliana hadn’t been there in a couple of days. Bex also couldn’t reach her by phone. It was as if the girl ghosted her, par for the course when it came to Bexley Alexandria’s life. She sat down at her desk and pulled her book from her satchel. Oh well, not the first time someone gave up on me.

As she leaned over to grab her notebook and pen, she felt a tap on her shoulder. Bex glanced up at the girl who smiled down at her. She had choppy kind of fizzy hair that came almost to her shoulders and was the color of bronze while small sections had stripes of hot pink and neon green. On her wrists were golden bangle bracelets and one red string bracelet. She stood out in a crowd, that was for sure. She also had a cute heart-shaped face and warm golden eyes.

“Hi, I’m new. Is this Mrs. Bradford’s class?” It was then Bex noticed the slip of paper in her hand with a list of classes printed on it.

Bex nodded.

“Great. I’m so lost. I thought for sure I’d miss class.” The girl dumped herself and her stuff into Iliana’s seat, and Bex wanted to protest the action. Instead, she didn’t say shit. “My name is Bronx. What’s yours?”

“B-B-Bex,” Bex said with a grimace.

“Don’t get too close to her, if you know what’s good for you.” Sasha cackled. “She’s the gutter trash of the school.”

Bex bowed her head and faced forward. It was better, like Sasha said, not to get involved with her. No one at the school might know what her father did, but she highly doubted it would matter anyway. They’d probably treat her worse. What got under her skin the most though, was the fact her father contributed more money than some of the families in the school made in ten years, but she received zero protections and zero respect.

“You know, my dad always said, it takes trash to know trash, so for you to say anything must make you trash too,” Bronx said, surprising Bex.

Sasha squealed in indignation. “How dare you speak to me like that! I’ll have you kn—”

“No one cares what you know, Spray Tan Barbie.” Bronx poked Bex in the shoulder. “Hey, will you help me get to my next class when this is over so I’m not late?”

“Look at the two budding lesbo-lovers,” Valerie sneered joining Sasha. “Isn’t it cute? Bexley’s letting some hood rat fight her battles for her now.”

"How about I beat you hood rat style?" Bronx stood up, surprising Bex. It didn't make sense. No one stood up against those bitches for her. Iliana had told Bex to ignore them, like she hadn't been trying to the whole four years she'd been in school with them. Bronx though, she went at Sasha head-on and it kind of made Bex tingly—for not the right reasons.

“All right class, settle down, please.” Mrs. Bradford closed the door behind her as she entered the room. “I was informed we have a new student today.”

Bronx smirked at Sasha before she strode toward the front of the classroom. “Bronx Lewis. Good to meet ya.” She handed the slip of paper she’d been holding to the teacher. “Principal said I need your John Hancock on the line next to your class.”

Mrs. Bradford stared up at the girl for a moment then took Bronx's schedule and signed it. "We're in the middle of Macbeth. I suggest you talk with your classmates to get caught up."

“Oh, Shakespeare. Tingly.” Bronx retrieved her paper and sauntered back to her seat. “Hey, Mrs. Bradford, so you know, I’m partial to the Sonnets.”

“Oh?” Mrs. Bradford’s lips twitched, and her eyes narrowed. She’d always been a bit condescending when it came to the students. She had a superiority complex or maybe a Napoleonic complex because she was short? Bex didn’t know, but the woman could be downright mean when she wanted to be. “Let me guess, your favorite is, Sonnet number 208?”

Bronx nudged Bex and scrunched up her face before pointing at the teacher. “Is she for—Excuse me? Are you for real? There are one hundred and fifty-one Sonnets. I happen to like number 88 myself.”

Mrs. Bradford blanched then cleared her throat. “Well then, recite it for us. Since it’s your favorite.”

“Sure thing.” Bronx stood. “Now, I’m no Sir Patrick Stewart, or anything but I’ve got this.” She winked at Bex then exhaled slowly. She clenched her hands at her chest and released a mournful sound. It was all very dramatic. “When thou shalt be disposed to set me light, and place my merit in the eye of scorn, Upon thy side, against myself I'll fight—

“Very well, Miss Lewis, you’ve proved your point.” Mrs. Bradford stepped forward with her book in hand. “Now, let’s return to our lesson, shall we?”

“Awe,” Bronx frowned, “I was getting to the good part.”

"Well, at least she's a learned hood rat." Sasha snickered.

The class erupted in laughter and Mrs. Bradford sighed. “Miss Torres.”

"Well, at least we all know money doesn't cure being a frigid bitch." Bronx blew her a kiss. "Better catch it, so it doesn't go to waste. It's going to have to last until your remove the stick from your ass and finally get laid."

“Miss Torres and Miss Lewis, outside please.”

Bronx grabbed her things then glanced at Bex. “Don’t worry, I’ve read Macbeth three times. I know what’s going to happen. If you need any help, you know where to find me.”

Bex blinked. “Uh... O-Okay.”

For the rest of the class, Bex kept her eyes pinned on the words blurring on the page, not daring to even lift them for a second. She feared, if she did, the rest of the bitch squad would be staring daggers through her. She didn't know Bronx, but, somehow, her actions would mean retaliation against Bex. If she took the time to think about it, she'd have to ask some inane questions, like how could any of what she'd experienced in the last couple of weeks be coincidence? Between the incident with those men who tried to grab her on the sidewalk outside of school, to Iliana, the Yakuza kid in her history class with Mr. Aquino, to Bronx now. Not even a paranoid person would be questioning their sanity with those glaring factoids.

When the bell rang, she blew out a breath and gathered her things. One more class down. At least she'd have a break to eat some lunch. She waited for the majority of the class to leave before she stood and exited the room. School for her was always a chore. Not that she didn't like it, she did. Math was her favorite subject, but Language Arts and English, she could nope the heck out of those classes. It meant reading out loud and giving presentations with words she couldn't half-spit out.

The one time Mrs. Pickens forced her to give a little speech, it made her the laughing stalking of the class for the rest of the year. And, when her teacher told her father she needed speech therapy, he beat Bex bloody then he got the teacher fired and caused the teacher such grief she couldn’t find a job—or at least it’d been what her father told her. If there was one thing about her father, he didn’t lie about stuff. So, the school system kind of passed her through. She didn’t get bad grades by far, she had some of the best, but when it came to social or group projects, she received an automatic A and free time away from the classroom.

Her father's heavy-handed ways complicated school life for Bex, so she kept to herself. To have three people in a week and a half trying to be friendly to her, freaked her out. What could they possibly want with her? She was a nobody. She was an incomplete person. She had the scars and the metal attachment to prove it.

Bex pushed into the cafeteria and went straight to the lunch line. The school’s food was basic, but good. It beat eating ramen every night or cups of noodles. Since her ‘nanny’ disappeared, her money situation had grown tighter. Even her guards weren’t buying her groceries like they used to. She suspected in the last couple of months, she’d lost about ten pounds and went to bed hungry more than once. Didn’t she sound like a sad sack? Breakfast and lunch were her only meals... She should be grateful she got anything. She should be happy she was still alive.

Yet, she wasn’t.

Bex wanted to die.

Her life was a living hell. No, worse than that. It was Dante’s Inferno.

She grabbed the burger, fries, cup of applesauce and made her way to the drink case to snatch an iced coffee out of the cooler. After entering her number into the touchscreen, she headed for the empty table at the back of the room, away from everyone else. While some schools had 'never eat alone,' programs, Princess Anne didn't have rules when it came to lunch. It was the one time during the day when they were free to be themselves.

“You guys have a shitty Principal,” Bronx said, startling Bex as she opened her coffee.

“Uh?” Bex shoved her hands into her lap and lowered her head.

“You pissed I caused a scene? Cause, I didn’t do it for you. That twat needed to be put in her place.” Bronx threw her bag up onto the table next to her lunch tray.

“N-no. N-not p-pissed.” She swallowed hard. “You s-shouldn’t s-sit with me.”

“Oh? Really? Is it that bitch from English?”

Bex rolled her shoulder.

“So it is. Okay. Well, she can get fucked by a spiny cactus for all I care.” Bronx tore into her burger. “Woah, okay, not what I was expecting. This is good.” She took another bite, then tapped Bex’s tray. “You going to eat?”

She was starving. Bex grabbed her burger and took a bite. “You like S-Shakespeare?”

“Yes!” She tipped Bex’s chin up and a zing of electricity shot through her. “I like it better when you look at me when we talk. I can connect that way.”

Bex cut her eyes toward the windows overlooking the school. “W-why?”

“Why what?”

“S-Shakespeare.” She took another bite of her burger and felt the pangs of hunger dissipate.

“Ah, now you’re prying.” Bronx smiled. “I’ll only tell you if you keep talking to me.”

She sighed. What the heck was the girl’s deal? She’d never seen someone like Bronx before. Everyone in Bex’s life had been content to allow her to be by herself. This girl, however, came in and demolished everything with a kind smile and a hyper vibe about her. “F-fine.”

“You don’t talk much because of your stutter, huh?” Bronx frowned.

Heat filled Bex’s cheeks. She grabbed her tray and went to stand. She didn’t need someone else making fun of her because of her speech impediment. Nor did she want the girl’s pity either. She was doing just fine, stutter and all.

“Wait.” Bronx touched her arm, stopping Bex. Her features softened and a bit of embarrassment colored her cheeks. “I didn’t mean it that way. Sometimes my brain to mouth coordination is off.”

“I d-don’t want p-pity.”

“Nah, you don’t.” The girl grinned at her, patting the table. “Wouldn’t give none anyway. I’m missing the ability to pity gene.”

The corner of Bex’s lips twitched.

“Ah! That was almost a smile. Amazing.” Bronx motioned to the chair. “Sit, eat your lunch. You could put on a little weight.”

Bex grew self-conscious at Bronx’s astuteness. If she could see it, everyone could, which meant, again, because of her father, no one would help her. “S-Shakespeare.”

"Right. Shakespeare." Bronx popped a fry into her mouth and moaned. "My God, the food. I thought this would be a shit cafeteria, for real." She rubbed her hands together. "Anyway, when I was younger my Pops, between reading me repair manuals for different types of vehicles, would read me, Shakespeare. He said if I wanted a well-rounded education, I should learn to be sophisticated while also picking up a trade. The Sonnets were my favorites of Shakespeare's works. Followed by Midsummer's Night Dream, Romeo and Juliet, and Macbeth. Hamlet's in the top whatever too, but—" She shrugged. "I can also rebuild a '67 Camaro, a '71 Mustang, and a '73 Maverick with a blindfold on."

Bex blinked. “What?” The girl was going a mile a minute causing her head to spin with the information overload.

Bronx’s grin illuminated her features in such a way, it stole Bex’s ability to breathe. She hadn’t felt that twinge of pleasure or whatever the chemical reaction was called. It started in her heart and settled low within her. “I have one of those eidetic memories. So, all I have to do is see something once and I recall it all from memory.”

“Interesting.” Bex ate one of her fries after realizing she’d been so engrossed in what Bronx said, she’d eaten all of her burger. “I’m g-good with numbers.”

“Oh yeah? Excellent. Who needs words when numbers rule the world, amirite?” Bronx chuckled. “You’re cool people, B-Bex.”

The teasing tone of Bronx’s voice brought forth a real smile from Bex, something she hadn’t done since the video was made. “N-not really.”

“Sure you are. You haven’t found the right people to hang with. Now, you have me at your back.”

“T-thanks.” The bell rang for their next class and Bex frowned. She’d been so busy listening to Bronx talk, she hadn’t finished all of her food. She grabbed her drink and the cup of applesauce and threw them in her bag before standing. “History.”

“Chemistry.” Bronx frowned. “Blah. Hey, if you want to hang after school, I have History last period.”

“Can’t.” Bex frowned. “Work.”

“Oh, you’re a working girl. Gotta make that change.” Bronx rubbed her fingers together. “Well, all the same, if you ever want to hang, I’m your girl.”

She gave a curt nod.

“See ya, B-Bex.”

Yeah, see you. Bex scrubbed her forehead and headed for Mr. Aquino’s classroom. At least he’d allow her to finish her lunch. Of all her teacher’s she wished she could have been his kid. He was stern, but super nice and very helpful. He also had a very handsome husband. Though, the man did intimidate her. Something told her, he didn’t mess around. He also seemed to see everything in a room and could probably recite every conversation around him. Though she never had the chance to ask Mr. Aquino or his husband what R.O.O.T. was, or what they did, due to The Bitches, Noah's job had to be super important.

She entered the classroom which was only a few feet from the cafeteria and found the place empty, allowing her a minute to gather herself after the whirlwind her lunch turned into. Mr. Aquino glanced up and smiled at her, the one that said he understood her and was there for her when she needed him. She waved and headed to her desk. Unlike the other teachers who'd been content to let her do what she wanted, he encouraged her and engaged her. He made learning fun and she wished she could spend the whole day with him. Although, when she thought about it, it was a bit creepy for her to be that obsessed with a teacher at least twice as old as her and married to a guy who could more than likely end her.

What can I say, I live on the edge. She shook off the thought. No, she didn't. Her life was already on edge and she hated it.

“Bexley?” Mr. Aquino frowned. “Sorry. Bex. I need your help. Can you run to the teacher’s supply room and grab me the artifact box?” The way he said, “artifact box,” changed the expression on his face and his eyes lit up in a way she never understood. It was as if he was excited and something else she couldn’t describe.

“S-sure.”

“Thank you.” He stood and began writing on the board. “I had a meeting at lunch, and I didn’t have time to make the trip.”

The way he talked to her sometimes, it was normal as though they'd been friends for years and were equals when they weren't even close to being anything. She stepped out of the class, grateful no one, more specifically Sasha, Valerie, or Marybeth, had been lurking in the hallway. She walked in the opposite direction of the cafeteria toward the library and turned left down the hall where the teacher supply room was located. She inhaled as the door closed behind her. It was quiet in there. Empty. She could curl up in a corner and sleep without worry and without being found by The Bitches.

Bex crossed to Mr. Aquino station and picked up the artifact box. She didn't know where he bought it, or how he was able to obtain some of the relics he did, but every week, he brought something in from whatever period they were studying. It was part of their interactive curriculum the school prided itself on. As she turned to walk out, she stopped mid-stride.

“Well, well, well,” Sasha said. “Look what scurried out of the walls.”

“I see a rat,” Valerie said. “Should we kill it?”

Bex swallowed hard. Her hands trembled. Everything had gone too well. Her lunch had been fun. English, even though she didn’t participate, was nice though tense. Of course, now, the black clouds returned, and the rain from The Bitches’ bullshit would begin again. Couldn’t she, for one day, just pretend her life wasn’t miserable and have a not so normal day? Was she always destined to be someone’s punching bag? Who had she scorned in a previous life, to end up in such a shit one?

“Marybeth hasn’t said we can’t.” Sasha crossed her arms, tilting her head. “Marybeth?”

“First.” Marybeth snatched the box out of Bex’s hands. “Sasha, take this to Mr. Aquino and tell him poor, little Bexley is sick.”

“With pleasure.” Sasha giggled. “Don’t forget to take pictures.”

“Wouldn’t dream of it,” Marybeth replied.

When the door closed once more, Valerie shoved Bex to the floor, her go-to method of getting the upper hand in any situation dealing with Bex. It wasn't like she wanted to fall, but again, rehab to learn how to use her leg and regain her balance was done on her own, in her dinky apartment. She hadn't even had the leg adjusted since she got it. Not like she could ask her father to help her out in that department either.

“What makes you think you can have any friends in this school, more specifically a lesbo-lover.” The vicious sneer Marybeth’s face didn’t scare her. She’d seen worse from her father.

“I d-don’t have f-f-friends.” Bex sat up.

“That’s right, you don’t.” Marybeth pressed the spike of her heel to Bex’s chest, knocking her backward. “You’d do well to remember your place. This is our school. Not yours Bexley.”

“No one ever saves trash,” Valerie added. “Because you’re not worth it.”

Bex snorted to herself. They didn’t have to remind her of her place. Hell, they showed her the ‘error,’ of her ways as often as possible. Today, like every other day, was no exception. “W-What d-d-do you w-want?”

Valerie cackled before crouching down in front of Bex. “For you to die already.”


Tuesday, April 21, 2020

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Chapter 1


The office just outside of C&C appeared on the screen accompanied by the common chatter he'd realized he missed since arriving in Juarez, Mexico. There'd been a few new faces added to the team, too, and two, in particular, appeared a little wet behind the ears for a mission like this. Murray grinned as Asher took his seat and folded his hands on the table. The idle chitchat came to a close and it was all business.
After the initial shock of Jaqueline’s words, he’d worked day and night to figure out a way for them, his R.O.O.T brothers, and Jaqueline to infiltrate the fetish club. He also woke several times a night due to night terrors, something he’d thought he’d gotten under control the minute he kept his mind occupied. It’d been a forced trick that took several years to perfect, and more so after his parents died. Murray ran sequences and numbers in the moments before he’d fall asleep. Most of the time, it’d been how to break code. He’d gotten good at it, too.
However, this time, when he fell asleep, his subconscious turned all those violent, vicious dreams back on, he didn’t have his numbers or codes to occupy his mind. The terrors gripped him by the throat and squeezed for all it was worth until he thought he’d succumb to them. Several times, he woke to Jaqueline shaking his lumbering frame, trying to get him to open his eyes and speak to her. Shit... It still embarrassed the fuck out of him.
“Long time no see, asshole,” Noah grumbled.
Murray laughed. “You missing me already, precious?”
“Blow me,” Noah scowled. “Murray, these are the three new members of R.O.O.T Asher and I were telling you about.” He pointed to each of them before naming them. “This is AJ, Scotty, and FBI Agent Thomas.”
Murray nodded at them in greeting. The young girl appeared uncomfortable being there while the men across from her appeared bored. "This is Jaqueline. She is the one who found Hannah and her brother Christian for us. It's also why I took off as quickly as I did."
The woman beside Murray smiled. “It’s good to meet you. Thank you for agreeing to take on this mission. Murray and I understand it’s daunting, but if we can pull this off, we’ll be returning family members back to their families after who knows how many years.”
“Can you tell us what you’ve found and why we need this kind of dynamic between the three of us?” Thomas asked while also signing to the man beside him.
Jaqueline gasped. “I had no idea.” She held her hand up. “What I meant to say, without being so rude, is, I didn’t know your team has a deaf member.”
Noah smirked. “When you called in, they were already here.” He gave AJ a curious look. “Although, she’s usually the one interpreting for Scotty.”
AJ frowned. “Yeah, about that...”
“I’ve taken over,” Thomas said. “I think from here on out while we’re on this mission, I should be doing the interpreting.”
Jaqueline nodded. “It’s for the best. The club deals with men more than women and if they believe they have two deaf subs, they’ll be more apt to let you in or allow you to bid on another person or sell both of them.”
AJ jerked. “I’m sorry what?”
“Which brings us to the mission itself,” Murray said. “Jaqueline, can you please tell everyone where you found Hannah and how you did so?”
The woman nodded and the surveillance photo filled the screen. "The building you are looking at is called the Emporio de MonstruoEmporium of Monsters. It is bankrolled by the Nieto Cartel along with several others. It's a specialty sex club, dealing in freaks."
The word freaks, still made his stomach twist in disgust, even though they’d been working on the case for two weeks. Murray snorted to himself. He’d probably never get over the connotation of the word.
“Freaks as in?” AJ swallowed hard and cut her gaze to the red-headed guy, Scotty.
“Exactly what you think,” Murray said. “This club’s clientele list is filled with scum that get off on exploiting people who are disabled.”
“What the fuck? No.” Scotty pushed away from the table while Thomas relayed everything he said. “Fuck you all for thinking this is okay to do.”
“Scotty,” Thomas said. “Sit down. We won’t let anything happen to you.”
“What’s going on?” Murray asked.
“Scotty doesn’t like the idea of being bait,” Thomas said.
“Scotty doesn’t like the whole fucking idea. Level the fucking building. No way in fuck I am going in there to watch people be debased because someone gets off on raping disabled people,” Thomas interpreted for Scotty.
“Well, at least he had the same reaction I did,” Murray murmured.
“Did he puke?” Jaqueline added.
“Not yet, looks like he might,” Thomas replied with a shrug.
"Look, kid, I get it. I had a violent reaction to it, too. My sister is in there. Jaqueline's brother as well. We can't not do this. If you can't perform for this mission, we can get Thomas and AJ in there," Murray said. "It's okay. It was a crapshoot asking to begin with."
Scotty sat down beside AJ. His eyes were wild with rage. His hands clenched and unclenched on the table as he fought to sit still. Everyone, Murray knew from experience, dealt with situations differently. To be the type of person who could be taken from everything they knew and turned into a fetish, couldn’t be easy.
“I’m fine. I’ll do it.” Scotty wouldn’t meet any of their gazes as Thomas spoke for him.
“You’re not acting fine,” Thomas pointed out while signing.
“Continue,” Asher said, staring at AJ and Scotty.
"From the outside, it appears to be abandoned. The club members use none of the original entrances and exits, instead opting for a building down the block. The Hispanic Heritage Museum has several below-ground entrances to a system of tunnels leading through Juarez. One of them also happens to end at the basement entrance of the club. Events at Emporio de Monstruo coincide with the museum exhibitions and on the days when club members want to sample the merchandise, they can use the tunnel connecting the buildings—accessed through the parking structure located behind the museum." 
“How does no one see into the building? Can’t the... I don’t know, music or screams or whatever, be heard from outside?” AJ asked.
"The windows are blacked out on the bottom floors. Most of the activity is done there. However, higher up windows are clear. Those floors house the victims. It's where they are kept during the day unless they're being put through their paces. It's how I saw Hannah and my brother Christian."
Another series of photos filled the screen. "As you can see, the space is immaculate. They can't have their merchandise getting sick or getting hurt. They'd lose money and clients."
“Well, at least there’s that,” AJ muttered.
"I have been to the government, the Federales, everyone I can think of to have someone acknowledge this wretched business," Jaqueline said. "However, money talks in Mexico. The cartels have a stranglehold on everything here. If you utter their name without it being in kind, you're hanged. Steal from them? Dead. The police are so afraid of their own shadow, most places can’t keep a police force and if they do, you can bet some part of the cartel has put their men into positions of power.”
“How have you not been killed?” AJ hedged.
Murray asked himself the same question while sitting in her security office. Jaqueline pushed the line of sane and stupid. She’d jumped headlong into trying to get her brother back, she’d forgotten about her safety first. Thinking about it, pissed him off. “I’ve asked the same question.” He shook his head. “I don’t think she has a lick of self-preservation.”
Jaqueline rolled her eyes at Murray. “I live in the middle of nowhere with a topnotch security system, plus I am ex-Cuerpo de Fuerzas EspecialesMexican Special Forces.”
"Kind of a badass name," AJ said.
"Thank you," Jaqueline replied. "I can protect myself, despite what Murray believes, but at some point, someone will come at me for trying to get my brother back. I have to take down the Nieto Cartel and Raul Iniguez before that happens. And, this is the first step."
"Raul Iniguez, you said?" Thomas sat forward. "As in the drug runner and money launderer Raul Iniguez?”
“Yes,” Jaqueline answered. “But, he’s also the Jefe for the Nieto Cartel, a fact he’s tried to keep hidden for years. It keeps the target off of his back from other cartels who want his territory. Let me guess, he’s on your radar, too?”
Thomas chuckled, but it wasn’t a pleasant sound. “I’ve been working the Nieto case with my regular partner for the last five years, and we never put two and two together. We thought he was low-level.”
“Well, now I know why Tex brought us all together,” Jaqueline murmured. “Slick bastard—Raul. He prides himself on keeping his title hidden. Heard a rumor he had a child.”
"I'll tell you like my husband told Thomas and Duncan," Noah said. "Bex is off-limits for now. She is an abused kid who is struggling to just make it, let alone having some FBI or ex- Cuerpo de Fuerzas Especiales whatever-the-fuck, creeping around her, causing her problems. You want her, we do it Mateo’s way.”
"Understood," Jaqueline said. "The girl is off-limits."
“So, what are the mission parameters?” Thomas asked.
“The mission is this,” Murray stated. “There is an auction coming up soon. When you arrive here, we’ll work in conjunction with the Federales. We have two men on the inside for us. One is Miguel Ángel, he has infiltrated the club as their bartender for events and on nights when members want to partake. Then there is Santiago Vasquez. He’s one of Tex’s guys—”
“We know of him,” AJ said. “Never ran an op with him, though, or met him.”
"Good reason you haven't," Murray stated. "He's been embedded with the Nieto Cartel for about a year or so now, according to Tex. He'll be the one supplying us with passes."
“Once we’re in the auction, the mission gets easier.”
AJ laughed and shook her head. “I’m not sure your definition of easy and mine are the same.”
Jaqueline snickered. It was warm, inviting and full of life. “All we have to do is pretend we’re enjoying the scene. Fulfill our obligation of being couples and bid on my brother and Murray’s sister.”
“See, so simple.” AJ’s words dripped with sarcasm. Thomas narrowed his eyes and shook his head. AJ shrugged. She wasn’t lying. It wouldn’t be easy.
Murray and Jaqueline had already talked about all the intricacies of the club, the three new additions were only now understanding the vile den of debauchery they would be entering. What made it harder for them was Scotty. Putting him into a position of vulnerability couldn’t be easy for any of them. Hell, exposing himself to a dynamic he never thought he could get into, threw him for a loop, but he’d do anything for his sister, including call Jaqueline Mistress, even if it went against his proclivities. “When the auction is over, we’ll collect Christian and Hannah and be on our way. The minute all of us are free from the building, the raid will begin.”
“I’ll be running the mission from C&C,” Noah said. “Then two days before the takedown, I will meet up with all of you in Mexico.”
"Now that you are all properly aware of the mission," Asher said. "I want you to take some time—a day or two at most—and figure out if this is the op for you. I won't lie and say we don't need you because we do. Scotty, I understand the idea of being seen as a pleasure object because of your deafness repulses you, but I'd be remiss if I didn't say you have the ability to save those who are locked up in that building suffering. And, as selfish as it sounds, I need you to look at the bigger picture."
The guy sighed then signed as he said, “I understand and appreciate your care. I need to sleep on it and get it right in my head before I can place myself or AJ in this situation.
Thomas smirked.
"Fair enough," Asher replied. "You're all dismissed. Murray, I'll be in contact with you soon.”
“Copy that,” Murray answered. “See you all soon.”
Not two seconds after Murray disconnected the call, Jaqueline turned to him. “We need to talk.”
“That sounds ominous.” Murray turned in his chair, giving the woman he’d been living with the last two weeks his full attention.
She frowned. “What do you mean?”
He chuckled. “No good ever came to a man who heard a woman utter those four words.”
She shrugged. “We need a shtick. AJ, Scotty, and Thomas have a couple of things that will draw attention to them, giving them an edge with the bidding.”
Murray nodded, having half an idea of where she was going with this. Mostly because he’d already come up with something earlier that he wanted to run past her. She just jumped the gun on him. Truth be told, he could’ve spoken up, made it less uncomfortable, but deep down, he was an asshole and he wanted to see if Jaqueline had the balls to voice what he knew would give them the edge when they went with it.
She was a badass bitch for sure, but Murray knew sex had a way of embarrassing or making people feel uncomfortable. It was obvious, she might be one of those people. He’d already figured out in the last weeks, she had no people skills and like him, she preferred to hide and work behind the scenes, bringing justice to those who deserved it. However, she also had a backbone of steel and had a sharp tongue to boot. She could bring a lesser man to his knees without even trying.
“What are you thinking?” he prodded when she went silent, her dark eyes focused on an object over his right shoulder.
Her tits moved up and down on her chest when she took a deep breath in, then released it. Murray was a breast man. He loved them in all shapes and sizes. Big or small, Murray could spend hours touching and tasting them. A favorite activity of his was to push the soft mounds together and fuck them. Jaqueline's were round, and firm—a bit larger for her thin frame. He struggled to keep his focus on her face, and not the flesh he desired to taste and tease until she begged him to fuck her.
He scrubbed the lurid thoughts from his brain and brought his attention back to rescuing their siblings—and any others who needed it—not what he planned on doing once they were all safe and he could explore whatever was building between him and Jaqueline.
She crossed her arms—a defensive pose—and frowned, as though whatever she’d been thinking might do more harm than good. “I need to be a Domme and you…you need to be my submissive.”
Murray didn't miss the quiver of her voice or the thickening of her accent when she spoke. He noticed a day or two ago whenever she felt passionate about something, even the smallest thing, voice dropped an octave and her Spanish accent grew thicker. He expected some embarrassment from her, instead she straightened her shoulders and nodded. "Yes, I think I need to be the dominant in this relationship for this mission to work."
Submitting, for Murray went against everything he believed in. He was all alpha-asshole when it came to the women he dated when he dated. He also liked to be in charge as well. There was nothing like a woman who gave over to him in supplication. Seeing her on her knees, hearing her call him Master. Fuck yes, boner for days. None of it mattered though.
Murray leaned forward, resting his elbows on his massive thighs and asked the question burning in his gut while simultaneously trying to control his hard, unruly dick. “From our little impromptu session the other night, you were out of your element, you sure you got the cajones for this?
Jaq shook her head.
“Fuck,” he muttered.
“I’ve done research, though.” She shrugged. “After. My gut is telling me this will work. If you give me a chance.”
Murray snorted. “That’s all fine and dandy, Jaq until you’re in a situation and need to be the Domme.”
"By the way, you asserted yourself the other night, I suspect this isn't the first time."
Murray tried hard to always be trustworthy. It came with the territory of being an Eagle Scout and if they were going to make any of this work, he had to lay it all out there. “Yeah. I have. I play when I can. Missions always come first, though.” He scratched at his beard as he watched her shift in her chair.
Jaqueline broke eye contact first. She squirmed in her chair. He couldn’t get a bead on her. Either she was excited about the prospect or not. If she wasn’t, what happened the other night indicated she had no desire to submit or dominate. Going through the motions with something like this, at this type of auction, could get both of them killed. She jolted out of her chair, surprising him. “Never mind, it’s a stupid idea.”
Murray snagged her wrist, keeping her close. "Stop. It's not. I've been bouncing the same idea around in my head for the last couple of days. The kicker is, you have to be the one to figure this out. I'm all in."
Her brown eyes widened. “You have?”
Murray stood, not willing to let her go yet. “Yeah. I’d suck your toes or hell, lick your ass, Jaq, if it’ll help get my sister, and your brother out of that hellhole, I’d let you peg me.”
Jaq gave a nervous laugh and her cheeks turned pink. “What is pegging?”
He leaned in and whispered in her ear exactly what pegging entailed. "It's when the woman fucks the man with a big 'ole strap on dildo."
Her eyes went wide as she placed her hand to her chest and a gasp escaped her. “Aye dios mio.”
“Does it excite you?” He gazed down at her, watching as curiosity and bashfulness swirled in her eyes. “Knowing you can bend me to your will and make me cum with your big metaphorical and silicon dick?”
“A-are you serious? You’d let me do... That?”
Truth be told, he’d be willing to do just about anything to get Hannah back and to secure Christian too. He didn’t have any inhibitions and being in the lifestyle, it was all about breaking barriers and finding out new things about one’s self. “Yes. If it meant the difference between walking out with all of you or dying because our cover was blown, I’d do whatever it took to ensure our safety.”
What Murray he didn't tell her was, after he became a Dom, he'd also wanted to see the other side of it. Because in order to become the best dominant he could be, he had to understand the dynamic from a submissives perspective. There were only a few female Dommes he trusted. One of them had a membership at a club not more than twenty minutes from the base.
Mistress Mellie, after a few conversations over drinks, agreed to help him. He didn’t allow her to hold back on him either, not as though he had a choice in the matter anyway. Unfortunately, by the third session with her, Murray pushed Mellie to her breaking point. Afterward, they both agreed he’d make a horrid sub, and he should keep to what he knew best. Sometimes, the road hell is paved with good intentions.
Murray also didn't have a permanent sub by his side. His job took him all over the world. Add in ten years of searching for his sister, and he'd been more inclined to find a way to relieve stress than keeping someone at his beck and call. Not to toot his own horn but his aloof attitude at the club, kept him in high demand. And, due to the work he did with R.O.O.T, he could read submissives better than the other Doms.
“I’m serious.” Deadly serious. This mission was his life. Nothing had been more important to him than saving his sister.
“As you said, research isn’t the same as experience.” She grimaced, lowering her gaze.
"Unless we play on you being a new Domme and I'm your first sub." A plan started to come together in his head. "We can start right now, doing it here out of the public eye while we're waiting for the rest of the team. By the time we're ready to make our appearance, I'll make sure you're good enough to pass as a Domme, so no one second-guesses us."
Murray didn’t miss the sheer panic playing across her features, before she smothered it, straightening her shoulders. “I can do this.”
He squeezed her hand. “It’ll work, Jaq. I’d never risk our siblings if I thought both of us weren’t capable of making this work.”
She shook her head before eyeing him up and down. “You don’t look like the type of man who would kneel to a woman.”
Murray snorted. No, he wasn’t. For the last week and a half, he’d been imagining her on her knees sucking his dick until he came down her throat. Though, while in the shower, he jerked off visualizing himself on his knees, eating what he knew would be the sweetest, tightest pussy he’d ever encountered. The force of his climaxes stole his ability to breath and reinforced, for him anyway, they were doing the right thing.
 “I’m not, but I know how to play a part, and so can you, check that, we can do this. I’ll teach you the basics and we’ll be fine.” He had to be careful with his words. Because being a Dom, or in this case, a Domme, was more than knowing a couple of tricks. It was a way of life and how a person carried themselves and how in tune with their partner they were. The hardest part for them would be finding that footing. At the moment, they were strangers trying to save their siblings. He let go of her wrist and held out his hand to her. "Trust me?"
A frown formed between her brows. She wasn't the only one overwhelmed at the moment, so was he. He did a better job of covering it. She lifted her gaze to his. Worry swirled in those beautiful eyes of hers. He wanted to reassure her. Lie and tell her everything would work out as it should. The words sat on the tip of his tongue too. When it came to voicing them, he couldn't get them to form. Building trust between them meant telling her the truth. Shit would inevitably go sideways.
It also meant getting past her inhibitions.
They didn’t talk about their sexual histories but at some point, they’d have to, especially if they planned on playing up their roles. No way in fuck she could blush when she spoke to him in explicit terms. Although, when he said he’d lick her ass, and her pretty blush covered her cheeks, his dick went rigid behind the fly of his jeans. Murray clenched his jaw and pushed the wayward thought from his mind. He had to focus.
Jaqueline placed her hand in his and he squeezed it. "For Christian and Hannah."
He nodded. “For Hannah and Christian.” Murray ran his thumb across the back of her hand. The silky smooth skin was the complete opposite of her calloused palms. In a lot of ways, she reminded him of, well, him. They were military, born and bred to be natural leaders and to take lives without compunction. “We’re going to have to have some tough conversations in the coming days.”
She licked her bottom lip. “About what?”
“Likes. Dislikes.” He shrugged. “What our hard limits are and our expectations of how far each of us is willing to sell this.”
Jaqueline’s features twisted in confusion. “How far we’re willing to go?”
“Subs have hard and soft limits. Hard limits are a firm no. It’s the things a submissive will never do. A Dom or Domme will respect a sub’s hard limit and if they don’t, they’re not a Dom of any respect or standing. Soft limits are something they’re not sure about, whether they have a fear of it or are trepidatious about trying it. A Dom, male or female, will always work with a sub to expand their horizons, so to speak.”
Jaqueline nodded. “What are…” She cleared her throat and straightened her shoulder, as though she were giving herself a mental pep talk. “your hard limits?”
Murray smiled and answered honestly, well aware he was about to shock her again with his words. “I don’t have many. No blood play. No water sports or scat play.”
She gasped. “They do that?” Her cheeks turned an even brighter shade of pink than before.
His dick jerked against the zipper of his pants and his balls throbbed as arousal coursed through his veins. Whoa…down boy. His gaze followed the pink hue as it colored her tan flesh, down her throat and across her collar bones. He wondered if it went lower and what her pretty nipples looked like when they were hard. Fuck. Get your head out of the damn gutter. What is your malfunction?  "Other than that, everything else is pretty much fair game, as long as your hands are on me, we should be good. I'm also willing to have sex with you if you want to. My soft limit is ass play."
“Ass play?” She shook her head and held up her hand. “Sorry, this is all so much to take in.”
"We'll go slow," he said. "Ass play for me makes me uncomfortable. It's the idea of taking something up my ass."
“Okay.” She blew out a shaky breath. “So, as your Domme, I would ask why this makes you feel awkward or nervous. Even though you talked about pegging earlier?”
“Now you’re getting it.” He grinned. “It’s the idea of someone playing with my butt. However, I am always willing to try. As long as it is you.”
“Okay.” She glanced up at him. “What else?”
"Sex is on the table for us." She'd glossed over it, but he wouldn't allow her not to confront the issue. He hoped to fuck they'd never be put into a situation where they had to perform, but if they were, he wanted her in the zone. "While we're together, you are the only one I will be having sex with and vice versa. In long-term arrangements or relationships, Doms and subs don't fuck around on each other. They're exclusive with each other." Murray snared her gaze "I'm also not into sharing what's mine. I'll expect you to be the same where I am concerned."
A possessiveness and something else flared to life in her eyes. “You talk like it’s a given we’ll have sex.”
“I think both of us want it. When it happens is up to you, but know, Jaqueline, you’ve already got me by the balls. I’m yours.”
 She took a step back, giving them space. “We both know research and real-life applications are two different things. What you’re saying and what will happen are two different things.”
“That they are,” he stated. “Are you on birth control?”
“Excuse me?”
“Birth control. Are you on it? Do you take a pill, get a shot, or have an implant to prevent pregnancy?” They didn’t have time to beat around the bush and birth control wasn’t some naughty word.
“That’s none of your fucking business.” Her accent thickened and her arousal swirled with anger, transforming her features into a beautiful, yet deadly, enchantress.
He snagged her arm when she turned away from him. The Dom in him, wouldn't allow her to storm away. Be damned the consequences or her modesty. They were in this together. They couldn't clam up every time the questions became more invasive. It was part of their dynamic now. She stumbled into him, her lithe form pressed to him, and Murray groaned. Having her so close, tested his control. Her full, round breasts rubbed across his chest. His head went light. His heart thundered.
He needed to rein in his control.
“It is my business because when we fuck, I won’t be wearing a condom. I need to make sure I don’t mistakenly knock you up.” The thrill of being inside of her, bare, leaving his mark on her—fuck, he needed to calm down. Murray always wore a condom, but with Jaqueline—he tossed aside his rules for her. Christ, he felt like a caveman with her, and if he was honest with himself, he was fucking proud of it.
“You—”
“Asshole? Dickhead? Jerkoff? Or wait… How about douchebag cocksucker? Which one works best for you?” The corner of his mouth lifted. “I’ve been called all those a time or two.”
“All of them.” She twisted in his grip, trying to break free. 
“Answer my question, mi cielito,” he cooed.
“Nicknames don’t mean shit right now,” she snarled.
He shrugged. “Helps me. Please answer my question.”
She huffed at him. “I take pills.”
He nodded. “I’m clean. My last sexual encounter was six months ago.” No wonder why you’re being an asshole. Due to all of their recent missions, he hadn’t taken the time to let off a little steam. Now, he’d been glad he waited. “I don’t fuck bareback though. I always wrap my dick. With you though, I don’t want anything between us.”
“Murray I—” 
“R.O.O.T requires us to get yearly physicals, I had mine six months ago,” he pressed on, ignoring the desperate edge of his name on her lips. “We’re also required to give quarterly blood and urine samples. My last one was three months ago. I’m clean. I’ll request Rae, who is our resident doctor on base to forward my records to you.”
"Okay..." Confusion tinged the word. When he expected her to reciprocate, she didn't, instead, she stood there, staring at the ground.
“When was your last test and the last time you had sex?” he hedged.
“Must you be so blunt?”
“Yes. Where we’re going, Doms speak in explicit terms. We use words like pussy or cunt and dick or cock. It’s so there’s no confusion with what they want. You’re going to need to learn to do so rather quickly.”
She nodded.
"Well?" As much as he shouldn't be impatient with her, he found his patience was running low. Yes, his questions were invasive. If they couldn't be honest with each other from the get-go, how could they ever form a trusting foundation to build off of?
Jaq muttered something in Spanish under her breath. “My last sexual experience was three years ago.” Murray had to school his features to not show his shock at what she revealed. “Like you, I get yearly physicals, which include blood work. I’m clean.”
“Good. Anything else, I should know?”
She narrowed her eyes. Jaqueline jerked her arm, and he let her go. There was no point in pissing her off more than she already was at him. She took a step back, and Murray missed the warmth of her body pressed against him. If the conversation wasn’t so serious, he’d have smiled at the cute stubborn expression on her face.
“I’ve never had sex without a condom,” she admitted.
Murray wanted to roar his pleasure of being the first male to cum inside of her, marking her as his and only his. “Well then, we’re both on common ground.” If he hadn’t been watching her so intently, he’d have missed the flash of pleasure ghosting across her face.
“When do we start?”
“Now,” he said. “The sooner we start to live it, experience it, the better we’ll be. From this moment until we find your brother and my sister, I answer to you.”
A smirk tugged at her lips. “Today it is then.”
The dominant beast within Murray stood then as he crowded her space once more. “Rest assured though, when this mission is complete, it will be me, dominating you.” He ran his thumb across her bottom lip. “And, I can’t wait to hear you scream my name.”
Santiago stood at the door of Hannah's room. It'd been a month since he'd taken over her training—a fluke for sure since Raul kept the girl under guard and key. However, she'd been a gift to him and damn if he didn't count himself lucky. She'd been his target after all. Hannah Jacob, despite being disabled, was immersed within the Nieto Cartel and had been privy to everything Raul did within the Emporio de Monstruo. If the FBI wanted to take down Raul, they’d need Hannah, especially if the rumor about Raul having a daughter didn’t pan out.
When he started doing undercover work, Santiago had been green, so fucking green. He knew the ins and outs of the gang world, of course, because he came from it. As a member of the La Rasa Gang, he rose through the ranks rather quickly, making a name for himself. He ran most of La Rasa’s negotiation for drugs and weapons, plus he had no compunction when it came to ordering hits or doing the job himself.
However, it came with a cost.
On the night he was arrested, he’d been sent to kill the leader of a rival gang. The bastard poached on La Rasa territory, and they—he—wouldn’t stand for it. Unfortunately, the whole thing was a ruse. He should’ve been spending the rest of his life in jail. Instead, an FBI agent saw some type of raw potential in Santiago and wanted to exploit it. Twist everything Santiago knew and destroy La Rasa from the inside out.
At the time, Santiago’s self-preservation kicked in and he took the agent up on his offer. But, taking it came with risks, and he realized, playing this dangerous game would put a target on his back. Because, when shit went down, La Rasa would know it was him, and he’d have the bullseye on his back.
The simple fact of the matter was, La Rasa had been his life since he'd turned fourteen. However, he hoped, the FBI was his future. His tasks started small. He trained certain agents to know what different tattoos meant within a gang. He also explained the hierarchy of the gangs. He went from field office to field office leading seminars, fuck, it seemed, for the first few years, he'd been more of a teacher than anything. Nevertheless, the more he proved to be an asset for them, the deeper entrenched he became in the agency. Then about three years ago, he started being included in fieldwork. This assignment had been his second real 'mission.' It came with inherent risks, of course, all of them did. If anything happened to him while he was in the field, i.e. death, the FBI would take the plausible deniability approach to the situation.
For all intents and purposes, he was and would always be a gangbanger to everyone who mattered. In the beginning, it pissed him off. Putting his life on the line to take out some of the worst criminals, without credit didn't sit right. Now, he understood it. He was doing the dirty work. The jobs none of them could do without getting some blood on their hands. He didn't have that switch in his brain. The one that told him killing was wrong. FBI agents or any kind of LEO for that matter did it to protect themselves or others.
Santiago knocked on Hannah’s door and waited. For this mission, he was Oscar Gonzales. Before he left the Los Angeles field office, they changed his name on all of his files including his record, because everyone knew Raul would dig deep when it came to Santiago’s work product. The only thing Santiago kept the same was his gang name, Snap, on account of his quick temper.
When she didn’t answer him, Santiago turned the knob on her door and entered the space. He’d steadily made his case for the FBI, learning the ins and outs of the Nieto Cartel, so they could dismantle Raul Iniguez’s businesses one at a time. Then, about three weeks ago, Tex made contact. That crazy fucker hacked Santiago’s laptop and posted the new mission parameters along with a “what’s up, homie,” message. He could laugh about it now, but at the time, the fucker almost got him caught. It appeared, unbeknownst to Santiago, Hannah was the sister of a black ops member and the crazy bastard was coming for her. Over my dead body. She’s mine. Santiago didn’t know when he fell for her. He knew he was no good for someone so innocent as her, but he had to have her. He wanted to sully her. Turn her into one of the baddest bitches around.
She sucked in a breath and Santiago’s gaze snapped to her. What the fuck? Hannah was standing at the window overlooking Juarez. In the year he’d been with Raul, he’d never seen her stand. From what all of Raul’s doctors said, she’d never stand let alone walk, yet there she was. “Oscar? What are you doing here?” Fear tinged her voice and he hated it.
He closed the door behind him and locked it, so no one would interrupt them. “You’re standing.” He tried to keep his voice low, so no one would hear them.
“I’ve been doing it off and on for about a month now.” She trembled as she sat back down in her chair. “Are you going to tell on me?”
Again, the fear in her voice ripped at him. “No, butterfly. I won’t tell anyone. You surprised me is all.”
She rolled toward him. “Surprised me, too. Woke up with a pins and needles sensation in my feet one morning and now...” She shrugged. “Been standing every day for at least five or ten minutes at a time.”
Santiago kneeled in front of her. “Can you walk?”
She shook her head. “I need help.”
He scrubbed his chin. “Well, I got a place.”
“I can’t leave here. Raul won’t allow it.” Her bottom lip trembled. “He only allows me time outside when he’s with me. He still thinks I’ll run away.”
Santiago knew she would. If any of the people held in Raul’s fucking house of horrors got outside, they’d all run, and he’d help them. “I know you would, too.”
She lifted her gaze to his. “Damn right, I would. My brother didn’t raise an invalid. I have skills.”
He bet she did. “You shouldn’t be saying any of this to me. You know who I am.”
Hannah frowned. “You’re not like the people here.”
Santiago snorted. “I am in my element here. I enjoyed putting Ignacio down after he beat the shit out of that kid.”
“You only liked it because he hurt Scotty, so you wanted to hurt him,” she said.
Damn her for reading him all too well. “Stop treating me like I’m some fucking hero. I’m not.”
She shrugged again. “Then start acting like an enforcer instead of one of the good guys.”
“Goddammit, butterfly. You have no idea what you’re saying or what could happen to both of us if the wrong person hears you spouting off stupid shit.” He ran his hand over his bald head.
“Sorry.”
“Fuck, don’t be sorry, either.” He expelled a breath. “Look, the reason I came here was to give you an update on Scotty. Saw you took a liking to him, so I thought I’d give you a little head’s up.”
“Oh?” She sat up a little straighter, perking up at his comment. “How is he? Is he being taken care of?”
"We both know this place ain't where he'll be taken care of unless it's through sex."
Her brows furrowed. “Yes, well. I meant his injuries.”
“Best as they can be. He calls his bruises sexy.” Santiago smirked. “Crazy bastard.”
Hannah laughed and the warm sound eased some of the guilt eating away at Santiago. “He’s strong. Defiant, too.”
“Tell me about it. I don’t know how much more of this he’ll be able to endure before he turns the tables on everyone.”
“They’ll kill him,” she said, a wave of fear filled her tone. “We have to convince Scotty to play along for now.”
“Yeah...” For the last few days, Santiago found it increasingly harder to not tell Hannah the truth about who he was or about the plan to take down the club. However, for as much as he trusted her, he didn’t. She could be suffering from Stockholm Syndrome, and she might have some kind of twisted loyalty to Raul. It was better to keep her in the dark about it all and let it unfold in front of her when the time was right.
“You’re worried about him,” she said.
“I worry about all of you,” he replied. “Ignacio fucked him up.”
“I know. I saw it happen.”
“Enough of all this bullshit. How about we go for a little stroll?” Santiago said, changing the subject.
“I’d love to. Where this time?”
“I thought about the pool on Raul’s floor.” He pointed to the floor above them. “I have the keycard after all.”
“I’d like that,” she said. “Should I grab my suit?”
“Yeah. You should.” He rubbed his hands together. “Make sure it’s the pink two-piece.”

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